Have you ever felt the need to describe how emotionally inconsistent you are? Each one of us is so very incomplete in his/ her very own way that he seeks imperfections in others to satiate his need to be in a state of par. We, as humans have this notion of being superior or inferior to others, in our businesses, classes, and even families. The matter of the fact is that we even find the idea of human race being the superior race to be amusing. Our pot-bellied ego doesn't let us swallow that we can't run as fast as any decent creature in this goddamn planet, we can't smell half as good as a dog, can't swim close to a shark; doesn't matter if we compare our heights and weights we are nowhere as big as an elephant or as elegant as a peacock. We are not good in so many ways! Aren't we? Still we are doing good!
This makes me wonder then that what gives us the right to make these judgements; day in and day out I listen people screaming, "She's a real bitch!", "Do you know about him! He's a playboy. He fucking feeds on ladies.", "He is so coward that he won't come up to confront me even a single time. I know he has made a mistake and he is so afraid of even coming in front of me which I frankly think he should be!", "Do you know that guy over there? He's a faggot! Yeah, his parents must be really worried about him!"
Go to hell you coward piece of shit!
What told you that being a homosexual is something unnatural. Just because you can't swim doesn't mean that the guy who does is a mutant and must be castrated. Just because you can't carry those bold outfits doesn't mean that a lady who does is a whore and just because a guy is quiet doesn't mean that he is scared of you or the entire world. Yeah, I heard an argument over there; so this friend of mine says," Not because of her clothes but the way she acts, the lack of all fidelity and trust is what makes her a bitch.
OK, my friend, so I'm gonna say it one loud time,
"We all are darlings and we all are whores! We all are trustworthy and all are cheats! We all are who we are and we all are what we want to be! We all are liars! This is not denouncement, this is not rage but this is the plain simple truth that we just refuse to accept. Every human being is all human emotions that exist; and at a point in time and space each one of us is that emotion personified. I am an honest, kind-hearted guy this moment, a pimp the next, a salivating beast the very next, a sage then, a thief, a prick and a trickster who wants to trick you with all that he's got up his sleeves."
Tell me, that you didn't know it? You did! All your life you've spent to prove it wrong.
P.S. So this place is where I am what my emotions tell me to be and I am bare. I am a naked human soul and I want you to read what I write without prejudice, for once in life I want you to leave the notion of right and wrong behind, the judgements and the prudence. If you doubt me, that you can and you should if you want to leave this place, or be here, enjoy the trance of being true to yourself whenever you want. Nothing's fake here.
For those of you who don't know me I didn't want that because for me the identity is not as important as the message. Even then if you want I'll tell you someday that most of you know me. Some might have judged me by my writing style and some by my tone. I'd rather ask you to stop doing that as it defeats the whole purpose of it. Be who you are and send me mails if you feel like or comment if you like.
For those of you who don't know me I didn't want that because for me the identity is not as important as the message. Even then if you want I'll tell you someday that most of you know me. Some might have judged me by my writing style and some by my tone. I'd rather ask you to stop doing that as it defeats the whole purpose of it. Be who you are and send me mails if you feel like or comment if you like.
